I know I've drawn myself far inside
Where you can't  reach anymore
I watch you from the safety of myself

I think you feel the expanding distance
But I don't know if you don't say
I'll rest my head against the cooling glass

I wanted everything to fix itself
Because I became too tired
It was easier just to shatter instead

The moments when I find myself feeling
Are the heaviest ones to bear
Their weight radiating tiny fractures

I've already compromised and been compromised
The blame is internally anchored
I just want to know there is hope for me