I realize that I need to learn how to be as selfish and self serving as everyone fucking else. But see, my conscious gets the best of me. Which is useless. Because trying to be a selfless person gets you nowhere. I'm so sick of it. Too bad it's a habit at this point. Because I would change it in a blink of an eye if I didn't have such an issue with guilt. And why the hell do I feel guilty about anything? It's not like I ever get my efforts reciprocated. Yes, I'm throwing a tantrum. I'm at least taking the opportunity to do THAT for myself. And screw you if you have a problem with it.
That is all.
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